>Folder /journal opened.
Okay, Journal, I wish you could help me out with this, because damn I am wondering what exactly happened to Xanith. I think if he was raised by slicer hounds he would still not know how to flirt, but he'd still know where to stare when a pretty lady walks right by and gives you The Eyes if you know what I mean. I have got to work with this whole thing.
I really do wonder, because it's not just the women, it's like he doesn't know how to be around people sometimes. I guess I lucked out with Andi, in a way. Well maybe not that far. I still think it's better to just never have that then have it and have it taken away. But I guess being part of a gang did teach me to have friends, whether I wanted them or not, and I at least know how to get along with people.
Maybe if I talk to Bones, he'll know a little something. He knows Xanith better than I do, anyway.
Or maybe Xanith's just smart and knows how much trouble women are... that girl talked her master into letting her come along with me to Naboo. I guess I can't really refuse now that I offered but it's going to be a week solid of this, I promise you:
What's the matter, Sterling? Why are you being so quiet, Sterling? Can I sit and watch you meditate, Sterling? I feel really bad, let me apologise about everything, Sterling! Why don't you like me yet, Sterling? Will you ever like me ever, Sterling? But what if you live forever, Sterling? But I want to ignore your point and talk in hypotheticals that will never happen!
Well, all right, I'm exaggerating, but if I prepare myself for the worst it means I get to be happy when she's not like that, right? And if I'm meditating it'll be almost the same as going alone... Either that or I convince her that she should just stay in Theed and I can go out to the lake country by myself.
Oh, I forgot, this trip keeps getting better all the time: since my birthday's coming up, my mom's demanding a visit. ...Joy. I guess I've got to go, though.
I wonder if I should even do anything for my birthday. Do Jedi even have birthday parties?